I’ve spent some time trying to figure out what it is about extinct birds that has me so intrigued. For a little while I suspected that it had something to do with an environmental consciousness; sort of an extrapolation of the climate crisis that we aw experiencing. But to be honest, while I am very concerned with our climate, the effects we as a species have had on it, and most prevalent in my personal world, Maine’s complete lack of winter thus far, I have to admit that this series is not because of sense of responsibility to the environment. It’s the same sort of trope I would find myself falling into while I. Graduate school as for the reason that I prefer found materials.
Category: Portland Maine Painter
Summer is in full swing. My show in Bangor has come and gone and now I am left with the itch. I have a show of watercolors coming up in Laconia in October, but it is the end of June. I am not done making paintings like those that I put in “The Dinosaurs of Industry,” but in order to make more work, I need more materials. I need some found wood.
When I get in this mood, I generally begin by taking some early morning walks. The morning is the easiest time for me to think. I have a clear head. There is nothing to process from the day. I can respond to objects that I encounter for their sheer aesthetic value and nothing else. There are several good spots to walk in Portland, ME to find found materials. The Bayside community has two things going for it. There is a high volume of low income traffic that roams through the neighborhood and sometimes you will find interesting tidbits of the night before, post-its, receipts, paper bags, etc. There is also the architectural salvage store and a few warehouses and a drop off for a good will. Sometimes people will drop off items, like plywood or busted furniture, which are not going to be useful to anyone in the future as actual furniture. To me, these items are gold. Often you will find small pieces of wood around warehouses that were used as packing or for trucks to drive over icy patches, etc. I try to take nothing that looks like it is being used. Lastly, the architectural salvage has a bin outside which houses pieces that they do not want to resell. This usually results in a bunch of less than ideal looking surfaces, but sometimes there are some real gems.
I then tend to walk around the neighborhoods. The West End is usually devoid of good building materials. If you catch someone remodeling on the right day you could very well find something, but people in the West End clean up rather quickly. It is the nice end of town after all. If nothing else a walk through the West End is pleasant. I then head down the hill and Close to the water. Sometimes you will find some wood towards where the ships come in. I do not generally walk up and down the docks as I don’t want to irritate the folks working on the ships coming in. It is generally early after all, and the folks on the docks usually have been up far longer than me.
I then swing down Grant and Sherman streets. Apartments are cheaper there, so there is a high turnover rate and you can quite often find interesting things that people have left behind when they are moving out. Tomorrow I intend to try walking around on Munjoy Hill. I haven’t spent much time walking up there because until a year and a half ago it was way on the other side of town from me. Now I live at the base. There looks to be some good construction projects going on so I will probably be able to find something in the way of materials if I’m patient.
When I see something that I want to use, it isn’t a casual thing. It hits me in the face with the wave of creation. I want to use it immediately. I want to hold it. I want to carry it, however heavy it may be. There is no question in my mind as to the materials I should pick up and the ones that I should leave behind. The right piece of wood can fuel entire studio days. My energies have settled a bit after some intense work. It’s time to find some creative fodder.
Peace
-Mike
In response to the large gauge piece with cool grids as the ground, I have started two smaller pieces which are to function as a diptych.
The fall generally means invites to Holiday sales and group shows. This year I was asked to participate in the Sohns Gallery Show, “All Small” this November. Each artist has been given three 6″ X 6″ panels to work with. We were instructed to “paint, draw, collage, print, assemble on our panels. Anything goes as long as the panel is still able to hang on the wall. Normally when given these types of group shows I have tried to make cute works involving characters that I think will sell. I’ve been trying to steer clear of some of the character work recently. I don’t think that I am getting out of it what I once was.
Instead I decided to make a small series out of an image that I had been obsessing over for some weeks. A while back I found myself sitting at a coffee shop called Crema, here in Portland. There are several chairs and a couch which face a massive window in the front which overlooks the harbor. I felt drawn to the power lines across the street. The light was dim that day as the sky was overcast. It hearkened back to the days sitting in coffee shops in Seattle. As I was sitting looking out the window I noticed a plane landing. Suddenly I felt very much in tune with the aircraft which were taking off and landing far more frequently than I had ever noticed. I thought back to living in my old house where I could feel the planes as they started to come into the runway. The silhouette of the plane seemed so powerful to me and yet so small against the vastness that was the sky. It’s a simple image really, but one that I’ve been obsessed with since.
I started drawing the scene over and over again on small pieces of wood. Several of the resulting pieces I then glued down to the surfaces of my three All Small pieces.
The first piece I really wanted to add an element from a Jasper Johns piece. For some reason the target pieces seemed to work with the airplane imagery. I’m not sure exactly how the viewer will read this piece, but that’s a good thing right?
The last piece included the first image that I drew from my coffee shop experience. I decided to work with the same type of imagery that I had used in my work for 10 X 10 Brunswick. I determined that the painterly and the more graphic would balance out nicely, and I think that it does.
The pieces don’t feel like my usual imagery or like they fall into my usual visual tropes. It was an extremely liberating process to work on these pieces. Hopefully I can loosen up even more in the coming months. I feel like I am finally feeling more interested in the act of painting than I am in trying to push some false agenda on the work. I wonder how that will effect the viewing experience of my work.
Peace
-Mike
My preparations for Picnic have been progressing well. While the majority of my days involve juggling the schedule of an infant, I have still been able to spend a good portion of time in studio and an even better portion of time drawing. The difficulty of having a small family is obvious. There is so very much to do. We are very much into the attachment parenting philosophy, so when the little man requests attention we are rapt.
Over the weekend my wife and I made a trip out to Vinalhaven, the island that she is from, to visit her godparents. I was concerned that I would get nothing done, but I can say on two counts that this is not the case. I both managed to draw out seven new totems and create a new character based on a design decorating the door of an armoire in the side room where we slept and made it through a hefty portion of the Sirens of Titan, a Vonnegut book that I purchased in one of my favorite book stores which I always visit before getting on the ferry.
The Sirens of Titan traverses a land without feeling, the need for breath, or the need for family. Men and women are taken away to Mars and separated from their families. Small antennas are placed in peoples’ heads so that they can be shocked every time they begin to remember anything. This brings an entirely new meaning to the Zen sort of principle that there is only the now. It’s a good read for the workaholic in me. I feel as though this entity entirely controlled by remote and separated from the things in life that matter is not that far off from the human being that I become when I trap myself in my studio for too long. Oddly I had been kicking and screaming about this trip, wanting to spend more time in studio and what I actually realized is that was one of the most important times to spend with my family, on an island, resting and enjoying the company of some very compelling and compassionate individuals. The drawings that I completed on the island reflected a patience that I think I am sometimes missing.
I am attempting to reach 100 small totems for the Picnic festival. I don’t think there is much chance of me making it there as I make my drawings and mock ups more and more complicated, but I do think that the work that I show will be of a great quality and there is definitely over fifty of the totems now. It is pleasant to find inspiration in my surroundings. It is obvious that one might, however it is very easy to get lost within the studio mind, rehashing ideas and observing nothing of importance. I thank my wife for allowing me an escape from my studio mind.
Here are some photos of some of the more recent totems.
These two birds are based on the character that I saw on the armoire on the island. I don’t feel like any of my characters have this much grace and yet these birds were by no means a copy of the birds on the armoire, merely influenced by the motion. I feel like one of these birds would do well in a painting referencing Giacomo Balla’s Dynamism of a Dog on a Leash pictured below. Something to do with the plumage in the tail mimicking the dog’s tale and the master’s feet, but I am not sure how yet. It is just lodged in my temporal lobe waiting for the time being.
This last bird is based off of some drawings of Petroglyphs from the Haida in the Pacific Northwest, however one of Courtney’s friends pleasantly pointed out to me that it looked like an Angry Bird. I hope that that is not the only thing that this bird reminds people of. The pattern on the side is based on a fabric that my wife bought to make household goods with.
I am really pleased with the work that I have been creating of late. It is good to have my wife to make me step out of my own head every once in a while.
Peace
-Mike
Ps Here’s a cute photo of my boy.